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hello pandans,

i am so lazyyyyy to blog. since i have some free time as i am camping for 海派甜心 ep 7 now. my life was awesome the past 2 week i guess? i have tantan to accompany me.

life with tantan is so awesome and fun. it feel good to have a little cuzz like her. will not prefer to have a sister with such a small age gap between her and me coz i think we will fight like mad!!!! WAHAHAHAS, coz i only get to stay with tantan for like 1month in the whole damn year.it feel real good to have someone do to mask together with you, someone for you to order around, someone to do almost everything together :) i love her like mad.

went to flea tat day, it was fun i guess. good to meet people too i guess? no idea

oh ya, i seriously would like to tell someone to stop telling all your friend wrong fact about me!!! i mean which part of us is f.a.k.e? YOU TELL ME LARH? ok, perhaps i admit i am fake, but is was your precious darling friend who make me fake. thank you. GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT FIRST! your precious darling may not be who they seem to be ok~ fucker

mum went hongkong for a week last week. she brought me a few hp bling strap and stuff. when she is away, i went down to the shop to work. quite fun i guess, but it was damn tiring. is like walking + standing for 12hour x 2 day. the crowd is almost insane~ but i guess i learn alot of thing tat 2 day.

tml (14 dec) gonna be so awesome!! i gonna shop till i broke although i am not very rich now too. gonna eat steamboat with tantan and get our watches HOPEFULLY, credit to lovely mum. WAHAHAS~

Which is more painful?

You thought your BFF is who you thought he/she is in the surface,

or your BFF give up on you for others?

or your BFF lie to you thinking you are a 3years old kid?

How will it feel if everything come together? how much can you take?

will you take it as nothing happen and go back to the past?

or will you let your BFF hold the choice of whether-to-be-friend-not?

or will you let go of the friendship?

COZ MY EGO & PRIDE IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO SWALLOW.

SO GOODBYE MY DEAREST FRIEND! I HOPE THE BEST FOR YOU.

STOP FAKING YOURSELF, IS TIME TO TAKE DOWN YOUR MASK.

IF NOT NEXT TIME WHEN YOU TRIED TO TAKE DOWN YOUR MASK.

THE MASK MARK IS ALWAYS THERE TO HUNT YOU.

& PLEASE STOP LIVING FOR OTHERS! REALLY.

how is each and everyone of you all? i have been very busy as usual. busy over catch my drama series xD i finish hot shot in 2 days -.- watching Pi Li MIT, hai pai tian xin also. also busy with helping out at my parent stall :)

oh ya, tok about helping out in my parent stall i must complaint about this customers! PISS ME OFF TOTALLY OK! coz there is alot of people, therefore the plate on the table is not being keep. so i went to keep those dirty plates before the food is bring serve. then there was this mummy and her 2 young kids! GUESS WHAT THE FUCK SHE SAY TO THE KID? SHE TOLD THE KID TO STUDY HARD IF NOT NEXT TIME CAN ONLY KEEP PLATES LIKE ME! FUCK YOU DEEP ASSHOLE! HELLO WOMEN ARE YOU DUMB OR TOO STUPID? is so freaking obvious i am helping my parents out, not coz i don't have a job. so i turn and stare at her, & i told the 2 kids," ya, don't be like me keep plates here and don't ever help ur parent out even they beg you, understand" & walk away!

i have been staying at home most of the time and rotting time off T.T i cannot get a job coz of the sat, sun thingy & my piano. been staying at home also, which is good although sometimes is abit boring. At least i did i plan, quality-family-time! guess as you grow older, u understand FAMILY this word more. i mean if you are already 18, and still no goal, no family love, nothing? then what is the purpose of you on this earth?

oh yea, i took my BTT today, & i passed :) very happy becoz i just studied the night before and guess thru most of the answer. like lucky only. i hope FTT will also be this easy, but i guess quite hard :(

watched 2012 today too. & realise all parent first priority is always to protect their kid, A.L.W.A.Y.S ! So when it come to surviving would you help other, or yourself come first? maybe each of you will have a different answer. but i think my answer will always be i myself come first. don't even bother telling me you will help others, COZ YOU KNOW YOU WONT!

DEC GONNA BE SO BUSY. let hope everything work out fine for me.is either i get super rich or broke like mad. tantan gonna be coming to accompany for one month? heehee :) HAPPY LIKE MAD~ mum going hk soon, meaning i need to work even more in the shop -.-

THE THOUGHT OF DECEMBER MAKE ME WANT TO FAINT!
cannot imagine i just turn down one job somemore.
dearest mum & dad, pls understand i am already trying very hard.
trying very hard to help you guys as much as possible,
trying to understand each scolding u guys make,

trying hard to please you guys,
trying to be your perfect daughther....
so really, stop demanding.

for the past 2 weeks, i have been busy with nothing but me, myself & i. my life is so mess up now and still so many choices to make! Like this also cannot, like that also cannot. Just pray all this shit to be over fast :( i need to consider about my piano grade exam, adv dip course stuff, money issue & so much. who can save me? & also i am in a rotting position! i cannot get a job coz i cannot work on sat & sun, mum don't give me $ for hell-know-wad-reason, friend all schooling & working T.T

for those who don't know, i have put on braces. It been a week already, & still feeling very protruding. I even have problem closing my mouth properly. I don't really feel pain at all, maybe coz i never pull any teeth out. Have problem biting too, can only eat soft food. The metal thing keep tearing my inner skin ! & those bloody food keep strucking in between the wire, i swear is damn annoying~

oh ya, finally everything of my school is DONE! D-O-N-E! meaning no more school, no more assignment, no more lesson, but have a DIPLOMA CERT :) you don't know how mad happy i am. GP presentation was cool, i tok like bullet! fast & non-stop, i guess i was too scare perhaps.

on the 30th, i went night safari for Halloween with my classmate & arena tag along. Make me so happy :) Arena got real bored la, but i still pull her to join me for the train ride! heehee. Is was fun after all, but i doubt if i will go the next time round.

on the 31st, i went work as usual. Arena, miaomiao, gian & doris came down to surprise me. MAKE ME SO SCARE! XIA DAO WO YI XIA! they give me my present and everything. SO HAPPY MAN~ I NOW HAVE $60 TO SPEND IN C&K AND 4 CUTE LITTLE CARE BEAR TO ACCOMPANY ME :) thank you lovelies for everything, for being there for everything that happen! To you it maybe nothing, but to me, i have the best sista-ship already.

on the 1st, which is also my birthday :) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ESTHER NG ! now, stop being so dependent on people. e.i.g.h.t.e.e.n.y.e.a.r.s.o.l.d already! i went to a flea market, the crowd is really like -.- bloody little people, but should say not too bad. Is a experience learn i guess. After that, i went to work at parent's shop. emo right? birthday also need to work. but this is my life!

i guess i have really get sick of helping out in my parent's shop. Is wasn't as fun as it seem to be ya know? I seriously have this instant hate for working in the coffee shop every sat and sun. YOU WONT BLOODY ENJOY WORKING ANYMORE AFTER LIKE MORE THAN 6 YEARS WORKING THERE! everyone thought my parent did give me pay, no ok! hell no! in fact i work like a normal worker, i get scolding from my parent for being late/for every single mistake i make too. & every weekend you face gossiper or people asking the same question every time. You need to like answer each and everyone like 5 time+ each sat and sun. Working in all the dirty/hot environment and cleaning plates! you wont enjoy it seriously. imagine working for almost every sat & sun, cannot take off and stuff also, & working on your birthday is the best thing on earth! the best part is not like working for others, when u get sick of it u just quit. but this is f-o-r-e-v-e-r!wad to do? this is where those money of feeding me come from :( this will be the first and also last time i complain! I HATE IT!

i am so happy today :)

although i haven sleep for 2 days.

but today i submit my gp already! *horray*

wadever the result will be, i have already done all that i can

i totally deserve not to have the 2 day sleep,

as i am the one who choose to start late & think is easy to do.

ok, i will have a few day break.

then do my presentation up &

after my 26 presentation I CAN PLAY!

not really play, but relax of my mind~

BTW, i really wonder luoluo award result.

i hope he win seriously. so freakkkingggg cute!

like cool only. LZX LZX LZX LZX FTW FTW FTW~

i think the result is out already,

but miss gian is going to text me the result tml :)

i want watch 海派甜心too!!!!!!